Lately, I have been trying to figure out how to do many things at the same time. All of the "I wanna" things are all coming to the front of my brain and I want to know how to do them all. A bit crazy, damn right it is!!
Music, my most passionate obsession. I have been singing since I was 6, maybe younger...doesn't really matter. It is who I am and has played a large role in my life. Art, something that I have recently gotten into, hence this webpage. I find beauty and accomplishment with every piece I complete. It is my new muse. Acting, something I have done since high school as well as into adulthood with my singing. And yet, no outlet at the moment where I am in New England nor with the pandemic going on. Gardening, my one new venture that I am in no control of at all. I want to have a garden and lots of fresh food growing; sustainable agriculture as well as it being my contribution to a better planet. Alas, I live in an apt with very little area to do such things, so I am relegated to boxes and pots, but not much knowledge.
All of these "vices", if you will, are what make up my thoughts all the time as well as the other important things like family, work, chores and maybe even relaxation. I need to take the time to try to figure out how to do them ALL. But there is that word again, TIME. Where will I find it. I will settle for nothing less than having my "I wanna"s, unless of course I drop dead from exhaustion, but then I will pick myself up and start again.
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